10.22.2005
damn tiring day.
woke up early to go to sch to train for captain's ball. it was really tiring. haha. got all sweaty and all that. drenched in sweat. haha. mdm khoo is so nice! serene nic and grace soh never brg pinafore and she didnt book. she asked them to do forfeit but they din in the end cos she forgot. after we pracised, she gave us bread to eat. hahaha. peanut butter and margerine.
then headed to parkway(again!!) with grace nic and joan. played cards at mph while waiting for joce. she took damn long to come. when she finally arrived, we went to the foodcourt to eat. den walked ard. like ytd. same places. boring. den went to the arcade. we sat outside to discuss wad to do. it was a super long discussion cos we can never agree on sth. finally we decided to change then go. all but joan. she's lazy. haha. i played one pathetic game then went outside and sat with joan and talked. when the rest came out, we went to joce hse. went to cold storage first to buy snacks. den me abd grace swam. for like. 10 mins? den went to the jacuzzi to rest. cos there was sun there and we both wanted to get tan. haha. den joan came. she sat at the edge and talked with us. den joce and nic came. they three were feeding me and grace. put the food in our mouths. haha. cos we were in the pool, and couldnt eat. den talked and talked and talked then they went back to the umbrella tables. me and grace continued to laze ard in the jacuzzi and talk. then some idiot came along and on the jacuzzi and sat there. wahlao. so oblivious to our presence liddat. selfish!! but we just stayed there. haha. den joan came and we three were talking and tallking. haha. den we got up and went back to joce's hse.i bathed then grace bathed. then watched tv. mr bean and phil of the future. haha. after the rest left, there was some short circuit cos of the rice cooker. the tv was switched off. after a while everything was back to normal. haha.
mummy and daddy and bro came to pick me up. den went to siglap for dinner. i ate so much man. jeez. den during dinner mummy announced we wont be going LA and las vegas anymore. i was like, wth!!! wahlao!! cheat me! make me happy den dashed my hopes!! i was kinda pissed for a while. i was so looking forward. but mummy wants to do the renovations when the tenant moves out of our new hse. damn. but daddy said i could follow him when he go overseas to work and he'll give me money to spend so i guess it wont be so bad. sigh. but singapore's boring. damn boring. i cant stand it here. i really cant. bored of everywhere in singapore. tiny puny small minute country. pathetic.
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at Saturday, October 22, 2005
10.18.2005
went to escape toay. so fun! haha. i got burnt though. my chest and back is red. and darker.
daddy sent me to pasir ris mrt station to meet joan and joce. i was a lil late but when i got there, they were still at tenah merah. sigh. so i waited. finally they came and we took a bus to escape. waited some more. for dah nic grace tan and grace soh. haha. joan got a impatient waiting. hahaha. she was complaining and all. when they came, we entered. took.. um.. viking first. me and joce made a mistake of sitting the third last seat. omg you noe how scary that was?? eek!!!! omgomgomg. i was so scared!!! screaming and screaming. ahhh!! den joan go and mess up my hair for dunno wad shit reason. lol. we sat agn. this time we sat at the center. it was not that scary, but i was still damn scared. still screaming. then we went to the go kart. it was fun!!! but it's damn slow. i think australia's adventure world is faster. joan din sit tho. she sat on the bench and read. den we sat.. er.. oh! alpha 8. went twice. sat with joce. i hurt myself. and sitting in the front is painful. and a lil scary. it feels like the whole thing is gonna fly off. den everyone except me and joce went on the inverter. we sorta screamed cos we felt scared for them. i told joce at first when she said, i think i'll scream, cos i feel scared for them, that if we scream it'll look stupid but when they turned 360degrees i was like, ahh!!!! damn. den we went on revolution. haha me and nic ended up talking abt sceneries, cos the clouds were so nice. den went on kite flyer. when i last came to escape, i think that was pri6 after psle, it seemed fun and scary. but now it's damn lame. couldnt wait to get off it. haha. den went on bumper boat. got soaked. den wet and wild. den err.. viking? again. sat in the center again. and still screamed so much. den lunch at burger king. den flipper. i realised that it was fun after the second ride. i was so freaked when i first went on. and grace tan was whoo-ing all the way. i was wondering why she wasnt scared. haha. sat agn. den went to inverter, me and joce still din sit. we queued for wet and wild. den sat and got wet agn. den went to haunted hse. omg. that is the WORST of all!!!! ahhhh!!!!! i regret man!!! bloody frigging hell!!!
when we queued up i was still calm and composed. i din understand why everyone was argueing who go first and stuff. i thot it's just a place where there will be a few machines and pictures and some mirrors. and it'll be dim. God. i was damn WRONG!!!omgomgomgomg. i think that attraction should be closed forever!! IT'S TRAUMATISING!!! how can pri1 kids go in??? we're like sec2 and still damn scared!!! when we went in i heard the rest scream so i grabbed joce's hand. we wanted to go out and i did but decided to just give it a shot. den i saw sth move. i was so shocked!! this time i really wanted to go out then i heard the door SLAM. so had no choice. i was like the last!! and this asshole figure was swaying behind me!! it was a human. i wasnt thinking straight so i was terrified and lean on everyone. i was holding joce's hand throughout the whole thing. it was totally DARK, darker than alpha 8 i cant see anything!! know how bloody helpless i felt?? couldnt see anyone, couldnt see anything!! except glow in the dark stuff. grace tan's white shirt glowed. than i was screaming her name. tearing like shit. i just wanted to squat down there and cry my heart out. but i din cos i got this image in my mind that that asshole figure will come a squat beside me and put it's hideous face in front of mine. ahh!! i was screaming at the top of my lungs. and i grasped everybody and leant on everyone. i dare not walk on my own. i just depended on everyone for support to walk. omg.. i feel like crying now.. that's how freaked i was.. and that's just the first corridor. den e enter a prison cell. got two moving prisoners. think they're machines. i couldnt think properly. i just wanted to get out of that shit place. it was like hell. seriously.then there was this place where a machine was behind and we were all screaming and stuff and this mirror on the wall. omg it was so scary!! den there was another room where dah was standing beside the curtains and i saw this figure looming there. none of us dared to open the curtains. den dah fling it open and we went through. thank GOD there's no figures. it was a machine, a prisoner shaking and trying to get his chains of his wrists. and there were lights like lightning. it stopped moving and we wanted to go on but it started agn. dammit!! den there was this bend. like another side of the wall. i was so scared sth's gonna jump out and scare us. i dared not move. i was feeling so frigging helpless!!! i dared not move back or forward!! i was shivering like shit! and i could feel my whole body trembling. omg!! so damn terrifying!! i'm scared!! den we ran and screamed throughout the whole thing until the exit. there was nothing much. i think the human knew we were damn frightened already and so he din continue STALKING us. you know how damn bloody relieved i felt to see the open?? the other innocent parts of escape. no longer in that shit haunted house!! we burst out of the door shrieking like shit. i was so so so so happy to be out of the house!! it's scary!! and traumatising!! we walked a lil before i collapsed on the floor. my legs were trembling so much from all that horror and running that i cant go one more step. joce came down beside me. she was crying.. i almost did too, inside, but i was so happy we were out!! out and free!!! and i'm never everevereverever stepping in that shit place agn man!! if i'm put in there alone, i'd start crying straightaway. even with 6 other ppl i'm so damn scared, if i'm alone i might die of fear. unless maybe i grow braver. which might just never happen. i hate it man!!! i hate it so much!!! one of the scariest moments in my life. i din even recall being so terrified recently. argh it sucks!!! it's evil man!!! so we sat there for a while then decided to take a happy ride.
flipper!! i sat with nic. talked and complained abt the haunted hse. i didnt even scream once during the ride.and i screamed like hell the first time. that was how not scary it was compared to haunted hse. seriously. den we took ferris wheel. me and joan rocked the carriage and got scolded by the guy. hahaha. den took revolution. din scream too. closed my eyes during the whole thing. and tried not to think of the haunted house. den went on the aeroplane thing. i sat behind. it was damn crammed. haha. den i tried inverter. closed my eyes during the whole thing. it's nice! not scary. but when i opened i almost screamed so i shut it back close. den went to the arcade. played there then sat on the floor to play braidge and taiti. den went home with joce and joan. in the mrt station we sat on the chair and played taiti. haha. but we stopped playing at simei cos it started getting crowded. talked abt haunted house. i think if we were to ever go back there agn, it would be fun to dress up as ghosts and stuff too, to scare them! then kick their legs and walk off. and bring stuff to throw at them. hahahaha. even machines. we all got off at paya lebar.
in the bus, there was one stop when this... abnormal woman got up. um.. i think she's.. retarded. yeah. she was really weird and looked over at my messages and the other woman beside her when she was smsing. when i did stuff she'll look and stare. i looked up at her and she gave me this BIGG smile. i didnt know what to bloody do la. wanted to get off and take another bus cos i felt very very restricted. i dared not do anything cos i dont want her to stare. when i got off at my stop i was damn happy! haha. but t i started being scared agn cos i was locked outside my condo and it was damn dark! it was 7.50+ when i got there. so i called my maid to brg down tasha so i can walk her. went for a long walk. started jogging halfway cos the air was so nice! haha. then went back home.
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at Tuesday, October 18, 2005
10.17.2005
checking my bro's work now. decided to take a break. hmm. got back english papers today. not satisfied with my results. at all. =( din go swimming after all. brought my stuff for nothing. after school we(grace soh nic joce and me) went to parkway for lunch. ate at mos burger. it was messy. before that we shopped ard to find cards. cos initially, we had planned to go changi to play cards and talk. take the skytrain back and forth and back and forth. couldnt find. went like, everywhere on level one and there isnt one shop which sells a pack of cards. hmm. so we went for lunch. after that we walked back to the bus stop to take a bus to tenah merah mrt station. on the way, there's a shop which sold a poker cards!! haha. yay. so we bought and went to the bus stop. we took 31. it was kinda empty, so we sat facing each other and used grace's bag as the stabliser? haha. cos it was 17 stops away. haha. so we played bridge all the way there. and when we went to tenah merah mrt, while waiting for the train we also sat down and play. den when the train came, it was so damn empty. woots!! we went right to the end and sat and played. sat on the floor, next to the driver's door. haha. played bridge agn. den decided to go to airport, and back to tenah mereah agn. lol!! we went back and forth, back and forth. for quite a number of times. haha. at the same spot. lol. then played taiti. on the way back to tenah merah at expo, a bunch a guys came in. they saw us playing and were like, "hey, can we play too? with money!" in the hooligan sorta voice. haha. we ignored them. they made a hell lotta noise.when they got out, it was peace agn. haha. the driver had to walk from end to end in the train every two stops to switch sides. haha so poor thing. like how many times a day man. haha.
i think i love you.. i really do.. why cant you just share the same sentiments? we dun talk to each other anymore. i miss the old times a lot. can we go back into the past together? i miss you so much. gosh.. i'm so down these few days. really wanna be with you.and i really want you to noe how i feel. den maybe you can stop being so unaware..
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at Monday, October 17, 2005
10.16.2005
huhh. whatever.
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at Sunday, October 16, 2005
was feeling really crappy just now. i was damn snappish to everyone. i dunno why. maybe it's cos of the shitty weather. or maybe it's cos of some ppl's cluelessness. i cant stand it. i hate ignorance so much. i think everything adds up. argh. i felt better after dinner. eating always cheers me up. but now i'm feeling crappy agn. i hate this. some things are just reeeeaaally getting on my nerves. i dunno why. i'm in a rather pmssy mood right now, and i just need to vent. oh. going swimming tmr. wif anna and jana. yay! haha. just finished packing. just haf to hope and pray that the weather allows. haha. i've cheered up a bit. haha. yay.
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at Sunday, October 16, 2005
10.12.2005
yay. finals are over!! yeayea!! bye stress!! bye studying!! hahaha. chi was okay, i guess. i understood all the compres. i think that's enough for me. since i usually dun. lol. after the paper we went to orchard. me nic joce joan grace soh veron and germaine. went to cine and bought the tics for into the blue. den decided bought food and drinks. den went in. cos it was an 11a.m. show. the movie's nice. jessica alba is so chio!! her body's so toned. i was kinda scared at some part. cos there were sharks and all. and when the shark bit amanda's leg, her whole thigh was like bleeding.. gross. after that we walked over to heeren and took neos. den walked over to paragon den to taka. we bought ice cream and went to kino. sat and talked and read. we took like so many mags!! and i din even touch one. lol. den veron and germaine left. the rest of us continued to read den after an hour or so, we put back everything den went to city hall. from there, we walked to suntec den to melinia. went to candy empire. it's bloody cool. i wanna own the shop. hahaha. den while joce and nic cut their hair, me joan and grace went to the food junction the eat. we shared a plate of chicken rice and a bowl of fishball noodles. haha. we were dividing it there. lol. so we sat and talked and ate. for quite a while until joce and nic came up. it wasnt much of a dif, but they sure did looked nice. haha. den took a shuttle bus to city hall, den headed home. haha. was supposed to go to escape today, but it was bloody closed. damn.
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at Wednesday, October 12, 2005
10.09.2005
went to watch peter pan today at the esplanade. it's so damn awesome. the lights and all. damn cool. and they like make the audience area part of the stage too. at one point, the lost boys were creeping up at the audiences. haha. and the dances were so so so NICEE!!!! omg!! esp the mermaid dance!! damn nice!! and the songs were nice too. i bought the soundtrack. listening now. haha.i wanna watch agn man, i think it'll be worth it. mummy's club latin dance instructor is in the performance. he acted as a pirate. heh.
after the show went for lunch before walking ard esplanade then headed to tuition. kay, gonna continue doing last minute revision. eeks.
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at Sunday, October 09, 2005
10.07.2005
had fun today.. sorta. math was... err. okay la. after the ppr wanted to go study. dunno wad was wrong with joan. whole day kp saying, "I really dont understand why you stand when you can sit." den she'll plonk herself down. hahaha. anyways, we din study la. joan walked home with ally. me joce nic din noe where to go. wanted town, library or cafe. but we were damn scared cant concentrate. so we decided the best was to go home. so me and joce said bye to nic an crossed the road. when we pushed the door to day and night open, we realised we both got no lunch at home. so we closed it and walked over to spc. hahaha. i suggested after lunch can study science. joce agreed. haha yay. but she was like, "study at spc??" with that weird look on her face. hahaha. in the end we still did. bought so many stuffies to eat. went to the cashier like. 5 times? lol. den sat down and ate, den studied. bought this weird raw seaweed thing. it is. retarded. hahaha. joce likes it tho. she's gonna buy agn on mon. haha. anyways. halfway when we were testing each other, we wanted to go the the washroom. we were too lazy to go back to school, so we asked the cashier if there is any toilet there. she said yes and gave us a key. on a stick. hahahaha. walked behind to find. some indian workers were there. we couldnt open the washroom's door so one of them helped us. i went first while joce waited outside. den when i waited, the indian men were going, "RAWR!! ah hah! RAWR!! ah hah!" wahlao i was so scared. hahaha.so when joce came out i was like,"yay finally." haha. went back to spc. got no more mood to study. felt like running so i suggested to go to joce's condo gym to run. before we did that, we bought a box of mini cornettos. hahaha. 12 inside. so 6 each. gosh so sinful. bought it and left. i felt damndamndamn embarrassed holding it cos it was like PUNY!! it's like, 7cm? hahaha. on the way to the bus stop there's this fruit stall. it was closed. so i walked inside and finished my cone. hahahha. den walked to the bus stop. 76 came so we took it. it was kinda empty. so we decided to eat another one. i dunno how joce eat so fast, by the time we reach her stop i was not even 3/4 done. i felt so embarrassed going down the bus holding a bloody PUNY cone. wanted to put in the plastic bag but joce refuses to pas it to me la. wahlao. so i ran outta the bus. eek. den when we were crossing the road, i put the cone near my mouth and opened it, ready to take a lick den you noe joce did???? OMG!! it's appalling!! that WOMAN reached over and smacked the damn thing inside my mouth la!! thank God i reacted fast enough and the whole thing din go in, no matter wad she says. i laughed all the way to her house. which is damn far from the bus stop, mind you.i laughed and laughed and laughed. gosh. my cheek bones, throat and stomach ached from all the laughing la. haha. den wanted to TRY to finish the ice cream so we sat by the pool and continued studying and eating. couldnt finish, so joce's maid came down to collect it. den me and joce went to the gym to work out and run. tested each other at the same time. haha. den joce suggested to go swimming. since the water looked so inviting, i agreed. we went up to her house to change and stuff den went down agn. omg the environment is so damn nice la!! the breeze!! so cool. so we lied down on the chairs and studied somemore.den finally took off our clothes and swam. there's like this woman who swam so S L O W L Y!!!!!! wahlao!! so relaxed.. like she dun give a shit that me and joce wanna swim past her. tsk. joce was laughing at her. hahahahha. den we went to the deep end. reminded me of last time we swam with gen and nic too. hahahaha. joce taught me how to trek. yay. haha. den played at the slide and stuff. baby slide. den continued playing until 3.50 den went up. i bathed and stuff. den studied somemore. in tota, studied 12 chaps today!!! omg, such an accomplishment!! whee. ate more icecream and 1/2 bow of chocolates that joce's dad bought. den ard almost 5 i left. joce walked me to the bus stop and 70 came right on time. wooty. okay, i'm off to mug. ta.
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at Friday, October 07, 2005
10.02.2005
stressed. i'm so so so so so behind schedule. haf not started on chinese yet. gosh. i'm so dead!! argh. just decided i nd for time. to study. i'm not prepared to sit for it. thank God chinese is the last paper. gosh i'm feeling so sad.. is it cos of you? i dun want. i hate the fact that you're controlling my emotions. i was so happy and hyper just now. and now i'm so down. i feel like crying. and the worse thing is, if my tears fall, it wont be cos of finals. it'll be cos of you. you always make me feel so sad. i dun understand why. could you please leave me alone? please? quit bugging me. i dun want to be like this anymore. in this sad sad self-pity state. i hate it.
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at Sunday, October 02, 2005
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