7.31.2005
i'm damn sad..
ytd had gen's farewell pary at ann's condo. gen nic joce met at 9 at my hse to put on make up and stuff. waited for joan..
ard 10 we left. we shopped and took neos when we went to heeren...that'll be d last of them...=((
met grace soh and dahlia and grace tan. went to marche to eat. dahlia refused to wear a racer back. damn bad.
we ate and talked there. dawn came. played luffing game. me and grace tan are the worst. i won her by 3 seconds.whoo!!! den played this game dawn taught us. its lyk you haf to guess a number from 1 to 100. if you get it right den you haf to eat this gross thing. we mixed tartar sauce wif wild mushroom soup, ham and chicken crepe, ice, strawberry espirit, and lots and lots of salt and pepper. gross and disgusting. dahlia ate three forkfulls. gen ate two. den we played truth of dare. i was first la!! den had to lick the whole damn plate up. eww.
den went to shop ard at tangs and pacific plaza. nic paid half for my roxy bag!!! yayy!!! den went to wisma den headed to tenah merah<--sp?. first part we played in the pool and walked ard the estate. it is so nice and so un-singapore!!!! damn nice la..so barbie-ish.
den we came back. played 007 and ate. and fetched joan from mrt. we presented a powerpoint and sang two songs. one was billy s by skye sweetnam, gen's favourite, but we chaged the lyrics. here's how it goes:
Cheena –pok Land
*to the tune of Billy S by Skye Sweetnam
Without Gen, Monday mornings suck
It’s way too boring without your laugh
Why go China just like that?
Genffi Genffi, no! You know we will miss your hugs, woo!
You don’t need to go cheena-pok land
Meet Jackie Chan or Caucasians
What it’s like without you in our lives
Don’t wanna break up, don’t go!
What is wrong with Singapore?
Don’t forget, we’re still your friends
Why go China just like that?
Genffi, Genffi, no! You know we will miss your boobs, woo!
We don’t ask of you to be perfect
We like it just the way you are
We quarrel sometimes, but we always make up
Cant we stay the best of friends?
Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!Get out, get out, get out, get out!To skip or not to skip? that is the question.Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!Get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out,Get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out, get out!
You don’t need to go cheena-pok land
Meet Jackie Chan or Caucasians
What it’s like without you in our lives
Don’t wanna break up, don’t go!
We don’t ask of you to be perfect
We like it just the way you are
We quarrel sometimes, but we always make up
Cant we stay the best of friends?
and a barney song:
gen loves boobs
we love hugs
dat's why we give boobie hugs
wif a great sweet friend lyk you in our lives
don't you think you ought to stay.
gen cried. den i went over to hug her. den we decided to go to d pantry to cry. joan joce nic came too. we locked the door. i hugged gen for so long and cried on each other's shoulders. damn sad. den we finally let go to wash our face. everyone was crying. joce was wailing.. we stopped finally and decided we should go out now. but when we open the door we realised we were not strong enough.we closed the door agn. den we were telling gen how miserable our lives would be without her. so sad..
gen and i were supposed to lyk grow up together and go jc and university together and share hostel and look for boyfriends together and give birth together and i call my daughter roxanne and she call hers chloe. it's not going to happen.all of it. not going to happen. all our dreams shattered. i was so damn sad.. and without gen who else will force us to do stupid action ofor neos? who else will cheer us up? who else will go so happy go lucky? who else should i confide in? who else should i tell my deepest darkest secrets??? who???? argh!!!!!! realli dun want her to go... it's so freaking sudden! damn!
den joan cried until she vomitted. finally got out of the stuffy pantry to the toilet. humiliating. den we cried there. hugged each other. almost everyone cried. ally chesed shiren ameera grace soh syazzie came in. it's so sad. everyone was crying la. gosh.. i could not stop crying. i din want her to go. at all. i wanted her to stay... i'll miss her and her hugs and her laughter and her smiles and her crap and her kisses and her voice and her existence in school. i was crying my heart out.
den decided to haf a sleepover at my place. nic's granny's birthday, so she could not and joce too so gen and joan came. went over to gen's hse first and waited for her. it was ard 12 when we reached my hse.
me and joan bathed, den we talked and gen was online and waited for dahlia to wake up to send us powerpoint but she din wake up. so we turned the com off and lied on the bed.. gen read the black book dat the class wrote and ours too.. den talked and talked until we slept.
joan left early to go for church. joce could not come over so nic came. chatted wif joce online. went to the playground. played until gen parents came. we thot it was d end. d last tym we saw her. so me ands nic sat down and talked. gosh. damn depressing. den came back home and talked some more. den chatted wif joce agn. and dahlia taught me how to conference!!!! whoopee!!! thank you!
gen's coming to sch tmr b4 she leaves! 7 to 7.45!!!! yay!!!!!!
[flashes of your shadow]
at Sunday, July 31, 2005
Nic's at my hse now. we're feeling damn super depressed and fucked up.
made a list of things we hate abt life.
1)seperations and goodbyes
2)pimples
3)having false hopes high
4)getting hopes and dreams crashed
5)clique quarrels
8)selfish assholes
7)bitchy teachers
8)stress
9)exams
10)not getting things your way
11)having misunderstandings
12)taking ppl for granted when they are there
13)school
14)boyfriendlessness
15)dissapointments
16)having strict parents
17)rules
18)public presentation
19)sicknesses
20)criticism
21)no freedom
22)inperfection
23)not being super pretty
24)ppl leaving
25)time flies when we're having the tym of our lives but she slow when we're suffering
26)lonliness
27)bordom
28)suffering
29)ccas
30)SINGAPORE
life's sucha bitch
* can you pls stay? we love you so much.. how can you go just lyk dat??? it's WAY too sudden...
[flashes of your shadow]
at Sunday, July 31, 2005
7.28.2005
Gen's last day todae!! =(((
so sad. we spent our last recess in the classroom helping her to give out featherpens. haha. her trademark.
after school went to joce place. had photoshoot. bloody motherfucking embarrassing thing happened there. tho i din show it, i was fucking embarrassed. wad d hell la. fuckkit. eeps! blushing now dat i'm thinking of it man. kns la. fuck.
but overall, was quite fun.
*still disturbed by it. =(((((((
[flashes of your shadow]
at Thursday, July 28, 2005
7.25.2005
i'm looking out of my window... d sky's so gloomy. dun lyk it.
had dance but i din do anything. just sat down and studied geog. haf test tmr. it's official. stephanie leong, you're dead meat la. damn. i just read thru...cant concentrate. just haf so much stuff on my mind la. gosh...
[flashes of your shadow]
at Monday, July 25, 2005
7.24.2005
my heart's flutterin...
i dunno wad's wrong wif me...
puzzling.
just went to the perfect man website... i love the soundtrack. definitely gonna get it...
the njc test ytd was ok... i think it's lyk a joke. they lyk ask you if you take drugs and smoke and other stuff... and they ask if you are satisfied with your figure or weight or smt lyk dat.. hahaha...
the next step is d interview.. then they decide.. lyk 50 wont get in la... gosh... i'm praying so hard... i dun wanna be part of dat 50 ppl...
i'm scared..
[flashes of your shadow]
at Sunday, July 24, 2005
7.18.2005
omg omg omg omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!! i'm selected for njc next round!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg omg omg omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[flashes of your shadow]
at Monday, July 18, 2005
7.15.2005
hi!!!! i wanted to blog tmr but decided to do it todae!! haha!
[tue]
went to joce hse. me gen joan and nic. damn fun. did art. mdm seah was pmsing lyk shit.wad d hell. anyways. realized we all did wrongly so we went to joce hse to do together. ate chicken rice and talked for a while and den do art. den me and gen went to the gym to run. cos it was pe day but i was sick, so could not run. i dun wanna be unfit, so i ran on d treadmill. it's so much easier. i wish 2.4 is on treadmill. dat would so rawk man!!! den went to playground. met d cutest lil'elf there. his name is benjamin. he realli looks lyk my bro. big tym la. we played freeze and monkey wif him. before he came we were playing king's castle. damn damn damn damn fun man. love it. i found him so cute dat i decided to video him. and snap a pic. hahahaha. den went home.
[wed]
it is a boring day. and ms rosalie is annoying.
[thu]
went to joce hse agn. this tym w/o gen. she got tuition. darn it. we did geog. boring boring boring. started on drama!! hahahaha... kiasu ppl. hahaha!! anyways. decided to slack a little and go to d playground agn. fun fun fun!!!!!! din see d cute elf tho. sad. but still. damn fun!!!!!! it was raining weirdly. heavy, light, stop, light,heavy,stop, light and blah blah blah. you get d picture. so we decided to play hide and seek. haha. lame. felt so embarrassed cos there are a couple of tkss and tkgs pplthere. i found the most PERFECT but STUDIDEST place to hide. guess where? under d security gaurd table.
you noe how freaking LAME i felt??????? SUPER la!!!! dammit. and ppl who were working out in d gym could see me la!!some ppl were staring. but it is d most perfect plce to hide!!!! whee!!!! until. d mean bad security gaurd slam d table with his hand on top of my head and told me to get out. hahahahaha. i ran to d ballroom to hide. he also told me to get out. wad d hell la. den i pathetically hid behind a pillar. asshole la!!! den i saw joan. we waved. she told me to come. so i ran over. and we were luffin lyk mad ppl. hahahahahaha!!!!!! den funny and lame and weird and cool and fun la!!! den we hid behind some steps sitting on d soil. how mush more gross can it get???? omg, ew ew ew....den we decided we need to pee. so we ran to find toilet. darn it. saw nic and joce. (joce is d seeker. nic just came out cos she thot we were all caught. haha.) den we ran back to our hiding place. it was a looooooong while until they found us. yay! finally. whateverr. kinda lame now thinking abt it. but still damn fun. by then it was raining heavily so we decided to go home. had a VERY VERY VERY VERY BAD headache and my eyes were damn pain on d way home. felt irritated. crashed on d sofa w/o bathing. hahaha. felt better on friday.
[fri]
went to nic hse after school. we haf d same tutor. we decided to surprise her. damn funny la. videod the whole thing...hahahahahaha!!!!! watched it more then 10 times already. damn damn damn damn funny...all 3 of us (me nic and laoshi) were screaming and jumping up and down. damn cool!!!!!! den wrote d skit and acted it out. plot's simple. den we played some games in nic's garden lyk fisheman's net and freeze. den gen and gen played badminton.i think they are good. den me nic joce were at her swing playing and talking... revealed some stuff....but i cant tell! sworn to secrecy!!! *winks*den we cabbed home. tired now. one whole busy week.. =))
gen's leaving in8 days. i dun want her to go...
[flashes of your shadow]
at Friday, July 15, 2005
7.04.2005
went joce hse todae...din do much, but t'was fun fun fun!!!!hahaha.. woke up early... guess sometimes i'm more of a morning person den a night person..heh..
anyway.. gen offered to give me a ride to jocee hse..yay! she told me to be at my condo's main gate at 6.30. you noe smt? i was rushing lyk mad to be there by 6.30cos i took my own sweet tym to eat and i kept dilly-dally-ing.hahaha.. and you noe smt? gen was late. i rushed for nth. again! dammit! argh!!!! it was raining,and my maid just brought down one umbrella, wif a tiny hole in it. wad kinda shit is this?? den obviously i got wet rite? plus i was wearing my mummy's brand new island shop flip-flops. it got wet, obviously.. when i got down already and waited for a little while, i smsed gen. guess wad? she was still at home doing God-knows-wad. walao! and mymaid kept trying to snatch d umbrella away from me, cos i wanted more shelter. crap man!!!! was super super pissed off...den finally gen came. yay!!! so reached at d main gate at 8 on d dot. haha..
while we waited for nic we played uno stacko...haha. gen lost...she was screaming lyk a mad woman.. den nic came. an hour late, i might add. so we swam...d slide was damn fun... me and gen hugged each other as we slid down...hahaha..damn cool.. den we persuaded nic to get in d water...when she finally did, we went to d deep pool. i noe it was only 1.5m and i'm 1.625m, but i thot i was drowning..dat freaking gen made it worse by hugging me.. i was so SCARED!!!!! i thot i was going to die!!!!!!!!! and this was not how i wanted to die!!!! and she wrappped her leg ard mine and went so high up, it touched my...um..you-noe-wad. i started shrieking lyk a mad ass and was lyk, I'M DYING!!!! I'M DROWNING!!! STOP!!! GEN!!! PLEASE STOP!!! I'M BEGGING YOU!!!!! but do you think it worked? of course not. i'd just wasted my breath AND my effort. struggled lyk mad to get outta d pool.. dammit...we sat down at some seats at d deep side of d pool. i was still trying VERY HARD to get over my panic, when gen opened her BIG mouth and told me dat if there was a war, i'ld be d 1st one to die. thanks a lot. den we swam back to d shallow end. naturally, i was d slowest cos i was clutching to d edge of d pool as if my life depended on it.hahaha.den we sat at d shallow side.. played truth or dare..for once truths were more fun than dare...hahaha..damn funny and cool.
after a while, we went up to joce hse to bathe and cook instant noodles..nic bathed first den me. while i bathed someone helped me to cook..yipee!!!! den when i came out, i ate.. kinda soggy.cos d soup's absorbed..haha. den while waiting for gen, we played uno stacko.. joce lost.. den we played wif gen twice den we played cards den we ordered pizza hut and watched christmas wif d kranks. very funny. but not touching. yea..den we left..
yay! i wanna do it more often...too bad gen's leaving..but she says she's coming back next chinese new year..yipee!!!!
[flashes of your shadow]
at Monday, July 04, 2005
7.01.2005
hi.. went to gen's hse just now... i was on d webcam..aisha and joce saw me...whee!!! haha.. but i noe i look damn sucky...din bath when i came home from school... just ate den crashed on my sofa den went online... told gen i wanna go to her hse..she said ok.. so i passed her a worksheet, monkey business and a bar of chocolate from miss rosalie.or izzit rosalind? whoops. haha..
she was in her rents bedroom... on d com.. so i chatted wif joce and aisha for a while...den we watched monster-in-law there...it's nice..din get to finish it..left d dvd wif gen..hope she will rmb to bring to joce hse on mon...hahaha...remember ok, genffi...
i'm bored...chatting wif kell..but she left to watch a hong kong show... wad hong kong show? haha..
till then!
[flashes of your shadow]
at Friday, July 01, 2005
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