i feel so depressed... i failed chi...arghh... i dun wanna fail!!! i did study for it... i guess not hard enouf to pass... i'm realli super sad... =(
as if dat's not enouf, my mom grounded me. kana sai la!! f*ck it!!! i'm feeling super stressed now... plus d entrepreneur project, we r not even half way thru... CRAP! i dun wanna fail english... itz so complicated!!! i dun ever ever ever wanna be an entreprenuer. itz so much bloody work.
And there is probably gonna be a spring test tmr!!! nd guess wad? i haf not studied.
i'm so dead. somebody kill me.
[flashes of your shadow]
at Wednesday, April 13, 2005
4.10.2005
argh.... i'm feeling so damn confused!!! i hate it!!! why d f*ck must i feel this way??? i dun wanna make d same mistake and regret it over again... i was full of regret and remorse when i realized wad i did was wrong. very wrong. i dun wanna repeat it... argh!!! i din feel this way b4. y did i onli feel it now? i totally looked from another angle. i want things to bthe way it used to be. but i feel so f*cking irritated when i think of it. argh!!! i hate myself so much for thinking of it this way... i realli, realli, realli want things to be lyk it used to. where i did not haf this ugly view in my mind. but i cant help myself!!! i try so hard not to look at it this way, but i fail.there is no freaking point!!! argh!!!
i'm realli sorri.
[flashes of your shadow]
at Sunday, April 10, 2005
4.01.2005
2/5 won overall 2dae! yipee! got 2nd for cheerleading.. yayy!went to orchard after dat. we went to bedok swimming centre to change cos bedok stadium stank lyk hell! and we got to pay 50cents each. but nic paid for us.haha!
den joce said her bag was very full, and i noticed she was carrying her pinafore, den i was lyk, shit! i left my pinafore in the stadium.. joanffi followed me back there. we were lyk running all the way... i was supa worried cos i thot i had left my mobile in my pinafore pocket.argh. den when i went there, it was nowhere to be found.. i asked the cleaners where it was den he said some student gave it to some teacher. he said the teacher was a malay.. i hope it would be in the office on mon. ugh....
den we went to mcs to eat. I din noe we were eating there cos we already plan to go to yoshinoya. i ordered one pathetic ass ice cream wif joan and gen and joce ordered food. as in real food! wah lao! and i dun think nic ordered anything at all. so i was so hungry larh! dammit! cos gen said she wanted to go there for air con! so i thot we would be going there to rest. not to EAT!!!! ugh. and gen was lyk, complaing all d way there in her whiny voice.
but over there while they were eating, i packed my bag and guess wad? I FOUND MY MOBILE!!!!!!!!!!!! yipee! i was so happi i could srcream! cos if i lost dat it would be the 3rd one dat was stolen. but i found it!!! yayy! i was hugging everybody. haha. but gen was so sweaty.ew. saw a bunch of cheena babarians at that MCs. we swore neva to ever step a little toe into bedok MCs. haha!
2dae a bot one esprit razor back and a fox mini skirt. itz so freaking cute! joan and joce also bot. gen looked adorable in d skirt but she spent lyk, 15 minutes looking at herself in the mirror and was lyk, whining dat she dunno whether she should buy it. finally she decided to buy.and she refused too let me and joan pay cos she doesnt wanna pay alone. so we were lyk, waiting for her, and went she came out, she decided dat she din wanna buy . she said she'll wait for her mummy to buy for her. so we waited for nth larh. den when joce was paying up, she shouted at joce to hurry up. wah lao! wtf?
den we went to heeren to shop and take neos b4 we left.
[flashes of your shadow]
at Friday, April 01, 2005
